Motivated

Today I feel extremely motivated and wish i could spend allll day in the studio... I feel extremely vibrant even though in the mean time I am missing my heart... extremely... But for some reason even though i feel so vibrant and motivated... Ive been completely GRUMPTASTIC... and that make no sense at all... Lol it must be all the mixed emotions.. I want to feel as happy like bright yellow but im feeling more along the shades of dijon mustard.