Music and Love

I swear Music and love go hand and hand. It wouldnt be normal if there wasnt a song on the radio that couldn't become your relationships soundtrack.

Perception is not Reality

A Prescription wont change my mentality

A few people cant change a whole society

The words I chose to use will not always fit into their propriety

My past has me locked into sobriety, at times I live in the word fabulosity, and other times I feel like im suffering from anxiety. 

The quiet type, Is what label they always try to put me in, but I wont wont fit, I cant fit in, because someone sticks me there, It wouldn't be fair, to suit up in an armor that would make me square, to cause me to have a dim light, and lose the will to fight, for what i believe in and for what makes things right. 

Niggaz throw weights all night, to try to weigh me down, to hold me tight, but i cant stand still,  that'll take my smile,  I wear it out of spite, I cant wear a frown, Ive gotta rock all night.  And still,  I battle with my own fears, and my own skeletons, that i wrestle deep within. 

ohhh

I hate the fact that things get so complicated... But atleast time I am not so emotionally affected. but somethings gotta give at some point... there gotta be a common ground... because I dont see this as a privelage... Just as something that I want to work out.... Im the only one who looks out for me... I get no help... so ive gotta be stubborn when it comes to the things that want and decide that I need... Because no one know hows I feel except 4 me. I wish we could go back in the day...

Hot Cocoa

I wish today would have been a snow day for once rather than another 2 hour delay. I swear when i was in school Fairfax County Always Had Snow Dayy!! And now since that I work for the county all we ever have are 2 hour delays, no matter how dangerous the roads are. It kinda stinks and is making me mad. Last year on Valentines Day we had a Snow Day... That was sweet! But anyways I dont have much to blog about other than my baby... has been really sweet.. he kinda warmed me up like hot cocoa on a snowy wintery day... :) I feel all bubbly. But but anywho I hope everyone gets their dose of hot cocoa sometime this friggen cold week, so you can feel as toasty as I do inside! Love ya Lots

GOOOOO Giants! Im so excited they won last night!!! Amelia and i went to Fridays and watched the first part there, but when I got home my ass was knoooocked out!!! Which isnt like me because I love football.. but from time to time I would wake up.. and I saw the patriots dude block the ball from getting to the Giants guy in the end zone.. and screamed nooooooooo!!! and went to right back to sleep, and then I woke up and saw the Giants score and i was like yeeeaaaa!!! thats what Im talking about...we're gonna win this... we got this..in our pocket!! And then I fell asleep and didnt wake up again hehe!!! i was soo tired.. I had a busy weekend! And of course Saturday night at Fast Eddies was sooo fun.. all the girls came out: Amelia, Janelle, Tasha, and Brittany.. then we were partying with some guys back from our high school days Marcus (who is a trip) and Mr. Gilbert White was there... SO we he fun just kickin it with the crew! But anywho im gonna close this entry and began my work day.. that should have began 33 minutes ago.. but Ive got no kids!!

Friday--- Feb 1st!

Ooooh poooh... Only a 2 hour delay.. Can Fairfax County Public School please be closed!!! I swear when I used to live and go to school in Manassas, Fairfax County would close for the dumbest and mildest conditions.. and now since that I work for the County.. all we do is get delayed... and today its for rain.. HOW LAME... Anywho Me and my peeps have plans to go to Love, But if this rain continues I'll be Loving my dance floor and Pjs at home...

Random Thoughts

I wrote two songs today.. Im on a roll... I sent the one to my homegirl and she made it my ringtone on her cellie.. Shes so cute, and totally supports me and keeps me going.. and Believe me she wont indorse anything that sucks LMAO!!!  But anywho i was really missin my booobie boo today... So of course the Love Song is about him.. Its called "Bond". But I feel better now.. .And I am watching "dont forget the lyrics" at the moment and this lil kid is killin it, but Im mad he had to get a back up to BSB's "I want it that Way" I know hes young but BSB used to be the Shiznick Lmao!!!.. I was huge fan.. Anywho... Kisses to Jay for getting my spung on this site... And I dont care what you say... Your a Gig... LMAO.. Much love...